Showing posts with label I Smoked. Show all posts
Showing posts with label I Smoked. Show all posts

Thursday, October 2, 2008

Yeppi!
I finally had my passport done!
The collection is starting from next Tuesdays onwards.
I will go back to Malaysia the following weekend.
Miss my parents & home so much!
Wonder how is the painting progressing.

Anyway, I left school during lunch time to Lavendar.
I swear that I'll never ever lost my passport again!
It was so troublesome!
I spend about 1 hour 30 mins there.
I left the building 10mins to 5pm.
Feeling a little early, I decided to take a bus to Esplanade.
From there, I took 190 back home.
The wind at Esplanade was so strong & cooling.
Even broad daylight at Esplanade is beautiful since I always go there at night time.

*yawn*
I felt so sleepy now.
Anyway, I let my Physic teacher down by skipping her lesson for the first time this year.
She was utterly disappointed.
She wants me to get distinction for Physic.
-_-
She saw me in home clothes & asked where am I going.
Before she left, she ask me to be careful.
Such a caring teacher!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS JACQUE LOO & LUQMAN!!

Today, I did not get to make my new passport.
I reached the ICA building 20 minutes late.
*sigh*
Guess I'll ask permission from my teacher to leave school early on Thursday to do it since the last period of art we are doing our self-revision.
Shoot!
All I can blame is myself for over-slept!

Since I did not get to make my new passport, I went to Orchard with Sabrina.
We thought of catching a movie & we did.
It was 'Painted Skin'.
A Chinese story about a fox spirit during ancient time & it involes martial arts.
An interesting movie worth watching.

After which, we went Lucky Plaza to play an hour pool.
The score was 3:1.
Yeah!
Later, we had our dinner at Mos Burger in Takashimaya.
We thought of smoking a stick before we went back.
In a form of coincidence, we bump into Luqman, Fareed, Amin, Sadik, Ahmad, Karim, Shekyn, Yana & Nazirul!
What a small world!
So hang out with them for an hour before heading back home.

Anyway, thanks Sabrina for accompanying me!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

I'm finally happy today.
After school, my Mom called but I didn't tell her the truth.
Only after Aini asked me to, then I pick up my courage & called her.
I told her my results at first followed by the thing which I wanted to tell her..
Actually, the problem I had these few days was I lost my passport on my way back to Singapore on Monday.
For the past few days, I was crying because I do not know how to tell her.
I was afraid that she might give me a good dressing down.
In fact, she did not..
She even told me that when I got back Malaysia, she is going to buy clothes for me.
I'll ask for a new converse shoe.

During school time, we were having so much time laughing.
It was so hilarious.
Especially this teacher.
*laugh*
After school, 3Megas were at Soraya's house.
& thanks to Aini's aunt for that Kebab!

A few minutes ago,
I was talking to Zul.
We talked for 3 hours?
The queston he asked is so random.
He is so weird.
I'm not an Ah Beng okay!
*laugh*

Anyway Sinah,
thanks a lot for your advise yesterday.
Thank you so much!
As a friend, you cared so much for me which I really appreciated it a lot.
Once again, thank you.

A 'Thank You' from me to those who gave me lots of advise these few days.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

*sigh*
I still do not have the courage to tell my Mom about it.
Today, I miss school because I woke up late.
I wanted to go to school but it was raining.

Around 8 plus in the morning, I slept back to 3:15pm.
WOW!
I slept for 15 hours!!
This week was like riding an emotional roller coaster for me.
There are certain things which I'm super glad about & things which I'm super sad with.

I still don't understands why I started back on smoking.
The smell stinks.
As I was smoking, I kept advoiding the smell of it.
The feeling inside my throat wasn't really good at all.





You are not being useful.
I'm not going to bother you that much anymore.
Whatever it is, just leave me alone.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

I'm happy the fact that I passed my Combine Humanities & Combine Science.
Many teachers were complimenting me which makes me want to do better.
My science teacher talked to me.

Her: 'So how was your result?'
Me: 'I improved compared to prelim 1.'
Her: 'Really? I thought last time you did better?'
Me: 'That was last year cher.. But overall, I did improve.'
Her: 'Hmm. That's good. I can see that you are working hard. I'm sure you can score well if you want to.'
Me: 'Yea, I will try my best.'

My Maths teacher wrote on the exam scripts.
'A lot of improvement from Prelim One. Well done!
Very good grasp of concept but do brush up on your arithmetic skills.'
For that, I'll be able to get chocolate from her!!
Yeppi!

I think waking up every morning at 4am & study really helps me a lot.
I can see myself improving.
If I pass my English result which I'm getting tomorrow, I've pass all subjects!
Scholarship, I'm coming again!!

*sigh*
I'm feeling really really sad now.
At times, there are things which are really hard to speak up.

That is a good news but I still can overcome the bad news.
I was crying over the phone while I was talking to Aini just now.
So maybe I'll settle things as fast as I could.
Anyway, thanks again this friend of mine!
You really gave me lots of advise.
*sigh*
Why is it that bad luck likes coming towards me?
Probably this is the worse day of my life..
I really really felt stress this time.
& I'm weeping now.
I don't how to tell my parents about it.
My Mom called me but I did not tell her.

I really felt stupid.
& maybe this was one of the reason why I started back on smoking.
Nobody understands my feeling now..
I guess I won't be fasting these few days.


Sometimes I just feel like going somewhere far far away..
A place that is peace & quiet without any problems..

Saturday, September 6, 2008

Today, I spend my entire day with Sabrina.
We met 12pm at Boots&Shoes & proceed to Orchard.
We watched 4BIA at 5pm at Cineleisure.
Before that, we kill time by walking around & having our lunch at Mos Burger.
Suddenly I've this feeling of studying hard.
I WILL!
Since I'd been making empty promises to myself.

The movie we watched is horrifying, nasty & hilarious.
There are 4 parts to the movie.
Afterall, it is quite a nice movie I think.
After the movie which was at 7pm, we decided to walk around at Esplanade.
We went to the rooftop & the city of Singapore at night was gorgeous.
Approximately 9pm, we went back home.

Tomorrow 3 Megas are going out!
Yeppi!
After the pre-dawn meal tomorrow, I'll study!

Just called up my Mom & asked her why my eyelid kept twitching since yesterday.
She told me not to worry & take care of myself.
Okay, now what?
Something disastrous is coming towards me?
Bing it on!








Thursday, September 4, 2008

Hmmm..
I fall asleep just now while I was online.
From 7:30 till 10:30.
Out of sudden, I felt so tired.

Anyway, I failed to fast today.
During the last 1 hour & 20 minutes,
I can bear with my hunger anymore & ate.

Today Maths remedial was fun too!
We have good times laughing & talking away.
After which, Amin, Sadik & I went to old interchange there to study.
Luqman joined us later.(haha. Haven seen you for ages)
Then we went to Causeway point.
& I met Aini, Soraya & Nisa.

*Stop spamming at my blog please. If you really want to leave any comments, write down your name. What is the use when your parents gave you names & you didn't use them?*

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Phew~ What A Hard Day..

Today would be the second time I'm fasting throughout my entire life.
Last year I did it once.
Even though I fast, I did not wake up early in the morning to eat.
So I have to spent the whole day with an empty stomach.

After our Maths remedial, I went to Soraya's house.
There, Aini & Sheril were present.
So we talked & laughed at her room under the cold air-con.
Later on, we went to bought food.

Tomorrow will be having lessons in the morning!!
& maybe I'll fast again?
Insyallah.
Yeah!!
Soraya's sister bought for me chocolate!!
Thank you!
The chocolate my Dad bought for me yesterday!!

Night everyone!

*utterly disappointed*

Monday, September 1, 2008

What A Day Indeed!!

Today I was looking forward to eat so some dessert & I did!
During the afternoon, I also spend time doing my Maths paper 1.
1 more paper to be completed.
At night, my parents bought me to the custom.
My dad bought for me chocolate too!!
Yeppi!

There is something on my mind which made me feel like crying.
& it did cause my eyes to be a little tearily..

& just half an hour ago, 3 Megas were conferencing on the phone.
My!
We were talking about negative stuff.
*laugh*
Be patient, 1 more month to go.
You know I know.
=)

This were the preparation for my dessert!!

Sugar syrup.Yellow watermelon.
Milk.
Tada!!
Looks simple but quite tasty too!

I even took a picture of my dog.

*laugh*

Sunday, August 31, 2008

Family Day..

This afternoon, my elder brother came back with his girlfriend & asked me & my 3rd brother if we want to tag them along for ice-cream.
Our answer was YES!!
But we waited for my Dad to come back before we went there.My elder brother car. It's similar to my 2nd brother just that the colour.
The Ice-Cream Shop we ate at! So expensive!!My Ice-Cream was Strawberry Shortcake flavour.How heavenly it taste!!There it is. Our left-over.
*laugh*After which, we went to City Square.
Bought some food there as well.
There is this bread which the person provide us with melted chocolate to dip with!

Saturday, August 30, 2008

Yeah!!
I felt so great to be back home..
Reached home around 7:30pm.
I was alone at home.
My parents went for business trip.

So spend all my time chatting in MSN.
Had so much fun chatting with peeps.
Approximately 10pm, my parents came back.

More photos will be uploaded another day.
There, the video of us dancing yesterday!
Enjoy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Opu0uosmUb8




Friday, August 29, 2008

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!!

Something happened this morning which was totally unbelieveable.
I woke up as late as 8am!!
I intend to wake up at 5:30am but I was so tired that I slept back.
So I skip the morning walk.

Met the rest of them in school & all of us went to the 3rd floor of main block to get ourselves ready for the concert.
We made it just in time for the opening of the concert where all the teachers came to the hall from the back of the hall..
So I sat at the hall to watch the rest of the performer to peform.
Saw many of my old friends.
Miss them so badly.
*laugh*

Overall, the concert was great/awesome/entertaining.
It was well-planned by the DM.
I enjoyed myself very much!

After the concert, 5N2 went to the canteen to prepare for cake cutting ceremony.
Everyone was in high spirits.
Composing songs from teacher's name & stuff.
I even met Annie!!
12 years of friendship & still going strong!
Had so much fun at the canteen.

After that, we hang out outside school.
Until 3:30pm, I went to interchange & headed to Raffles to meet Firdaus & Jai.
I reached there approximately 5pm.
So waited for Sya to arrive as well as the rest of her friends.
We discuss about 7th Septmeber which was thier friend's birthday.
There is this point of time, Aini called Firdaus's phone to talk to me.
I was shocked.
My phone was off at that time beacuse my battery was going dead.

At 8pm, I left their discussion.
So I message Aini & asked her where she is.
I managed to recieve her message about her location.
Before I could reply, my battery went dead.
So I decided to try my luck to look for them at Bugis Junction.
For your information, I only been there once!
I felt helpless because I don't know how to contact them.
I tried switching my phone back several times but it failed.

I keep walking around looking for 'Topman' shop.
I didn't realise that it was outside Bugis Junction.
When I went in, there were no sight of them.
I begin to worry & felt extremely lost!

After walking around at Bugis Junction,
I decided to check at 'Topman' shop again.
This time, I saw Aini & Kiddo.
Both of us were so happy to see each other!
I told her how I felt.
About her calling Firdaus,
she actually took Faiz number from Faiz Isk.
Then she asked Faiz for Firdaus number to contact me!
For the first time, I felt so touched!
& she waited for me to eat together whereas the rest of them had eaten.
Nadia, Azar, Ahmad & Soraya.
THANK YOU AINI!!

After which Kiddo, Aini & I went to eat at Long John Silver.
We talked & joked a lot too.
At around 10pm, Kiddo, Soraya, Aini & I went back home.

Guys, thanks again for all your compliment on the way I dance!
=)

Tomorrow I will have all the photos uploaded & start to stop smoking.
I'm dead like my battery now!

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Feeling Greatly Disappointed.

When a close friend of yours accuse you of something you didn't do,
the feeling seriously sucked.
What in the hell did I do??
I'm greatly disappointed with you.
It's fine with me if you don't believe every word I said.

When I said I didn't means I didn't.
Enough said..

Anyway, I must thank Faiz for calling me on my phone just now & talk to me..

Wednesday, August 27, 2008

So Exhausted..

I felt so tired througout the whole day in school.
There are good news & bad news about my prelim results.

Surprisingly my Chemistry scored higher than Physic!!
But then I still failed my Science.
About Humanities...
*sigh*
I did improve on Social Studies from 15/50 to 22/50.
But my Geography dropped!!
From 33/50 to 24/50!!
Shoot!!

Really need to pay all my attention only on my studies after Teacher's Day..

Today's Maths test after school really deserves a 'Boo!'
So difficult!
Most of them said the same thing.
At the same time, I was restless.
I guess I'll not do well for that paper.

Tomorrow Teachers Day rehearsal!!

Sunday, August 24, 2008

PAIN! PAIN!

This afternoon at 2 plus, I met Amin at Boots&Shoes.
We went to MacDonald for our lunch.
MacDonald again?!
I had MacDonald 3 times straight this week.

Anyway, we met Ahmad after that & went to Republic Poly.
It was quite a good environment for studying.
It is huge, cosy, quiet & even air-condition too.
I did Maths as well as Art.
We studied from 3:30pm to 9pm.
Seriously, it is an ideal place for studying.

Tomorrow there is school.
Anyway, currently talking to Sya.
She asked me to join her to her friend's birthday party on 7th September.
She asked Faiz & Firdaus along too.
At first, I turned down the invitation but she urge me again & again.
Maybe I'll give it a go.

Night.

Saturday, August 23, 2008

Awesome Saturday.

Yesterday Teacher's Day rehearsal was cancelled last minute.
Again!
So we had our own practice instead.

Today, I met Jai & Firdaus inside the bus 190.
We went to book tickets for the show 'Meet Dave'.
After meeting Sya, we proceed to Cathay buliding.
The show was awesome!
It was hilarious.

& the show ended at approximately 7:40pm.
After which, we meet Faiz, Hisyam & Aliff at City Hall.
So we went looking for a perfect spot for the fireworks.
Overall, the fireworks were great!

We even meet Aini, Soraya, Azar, Kiddo & Nadia.
After that, we ate our dinner or should I call that supper at MacDonald.
It was 11:30pm.
Faiz, Hisyam & Aliff ate quickly & left to catch the last train.
Since Firdaus & I couldn't catch up with our last bus, we decided to take our time.
After sending Sya to the bus stop, Firdaus & I walked to Takashimaya to take the night rider.

Phew~
I'm so dead right now.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Don"t Ever Make My Blood Boil.

Taking up where we left yesterday,
stop acting like a million star after that fluke victory.
Do you know that more & more people knows about your attitude?
You will denfinetly become famous after many people knew about your true colours.
Enough said.

Anyway, todays' oral was quite okay.
Except for the conversation!!
1 question deserve a 'boo'.

Had dance practice after my oral.
& bitch about..(you know I know. Only we know)
Met Amin after which & you know I know too.

I had exactly the same marks for both Maths paper 1 & 2.
2 more marks!!
Duh!
68/100.

I'm sick now!!
Maybe due to lack of sleep as well as smoking.
Tomorrow my quit smoking day will start.
I'm tired now.
Tomorrow normal lesson will resume.
-_-

Friday, August 15, 2008

Damaged.

Right now, I'm at my own room at Malaysia.
Sitting on my cosy bed with the air-condition on.
Feels so great to be at my own home.

This morning went to school for prelim Mother Tongue paper.
The paper was quite okay.

After school. met up with Aini & Soraya.
At 2pm, they went for their 'O' level oral.
So I joined Mira & gang for the dance practice.
Approximately 3pm, the rehearsal started.

Our group was the last to perform.
To make it simple, we will be ending the concert.
Anyway, I don't wish to talk about our performance during the rehearsal.
Overall, it was quite fun.

At about 11pm, I met Soraya & hang out for half an hour before I went back.
Phew~
I'm half dead now.

Monday, August 11, 2008

Extremely Fun But Tiring!

Let's begain with Friday night.

I met Ahmad, Idris, Soraya, Azar & Sheril inside the bus 966.
Upon reaching our destination, they begain to cut the birthday cake.
Only around 3am, all of us sleep.



Saturday morning,
I woke up around 8am.
Everybody was already awake by that time.
Later on, we walked to Parkway Parade.
All of us ate KFC.
At the end of the meal, all of us did something.
We watched from the outside & laughed so loudly.

Approximately 2:15pm,
we went back home.
Reached home around 3pm.
Bathe myself & get some rest.
At 4pm,
I left my home to Woodlands interchange.

Met Faiz, Firdaus & 5 of his friends inside the MRT station.
So we proceed to City Hall.
Waited for another friend of his to come.

Since it is congested with lots of people everywhere,
we have to walk around looking for a good spot for the fireworks.
We saw the airplane displaying their skills in the sky.
It was awesome!
They even drew a love shape in the sky!

After which, we went to grab something at MacDonald
There was this 'friend' of Firdaus, named Taufik came talking to me.
Only then I discovererd that he was Firdaus's brother.
I was so shocked!


Then we walked to Marina Parade.
The idea of playing pool was not successful because it was fully pack.
So we decided to catch a late night movie at Golden Village.
The Mummy:Tomb Of The Dragon Emperor
Although I was sleepy during the movie,

I keep myself awake.
The movie was great.

After hanging out,
we decided to go back home.
It was around 3am.
Firdaus & Faiz went to another place to take since the bus stop we were, do not have their bus & added on Firdaus is sleeping at Faiz's house.

I reached home around 5am.
Bath for a while & lay dead on my bed.
Woke up 3:30pm today.
But still feeling a little tired, I slept again.
I didn't do any revision today.
Shoot!
I'll do revision for the entire day tomorrow!

Oh my, I feel like vomitting now.

More photos will be uploaded another day.

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Thats Me