*sigh*
I still do not have the courage to tell my Mom about it.
Today, I miss school because I woke up late.
I wanted to go to school but it was raining.

Around 8 plus in the morning, I slept back to 3:15pm.
WOW!
I slept for 15 hours!!
This week was like riding an emotional roller coaster for me.
There are certain things which I'm super glad about & things which I'm super sad with.

I still don't understands why I started back on smoking.
The smell stinks.
As I was smoking, I kept advoiding the smell of it.
The feeling inside my throat wasn't really good at all.





You are not being useful.
I'm not going to bother you that much anymore.
Whatever it is, just leave me alone.