Putting On A Fake Smile..

Yesterday camp totally S***!
I don't want to talk about it.
Totally ruin my mood!

My Mom came to the school to take the report book yesterday.
Ms L & Ms W gave me good comments.
*Appluase
I was unable to follow my Mom's car because I have a Art lessons until 5pm.
This is my results compared to the common test:

-Common Test- -Mid Year-
English:44.4 E8 English:53.6 C6
Chinese:42.3 E8 Chinese:52.6 C6
Maths:71.4 A2 Maths:66.2 B3
Science:59.7 C5 Science:48.6 D7
Humanities:46.9 D7 Humanities:49.3 D7
Art:75 A1 Art:71 A2
L1R4:23 L1R4:24
L1R5:31 L1R5:31

Seems like the L1R5 remains the same.
Not very satisfied with my results.
There are improvement in certain subjects which I'm quite glad.
Aiming for much much better results for prelim!

Had so many plans after the school programme.
Going out a few movie, swimming, town, dates & many many more.
Can't wait!
Hopefully nothing happen to Firdaus after he told me that what he planned to do.

Errgghhh!!!

I will not be smoking for 4 days,
including today but I did a mistake by smoking!
At least I didn't smoke a stick.
The feeling wasn't great afterall.
I have headach after which.
STUPID LAR!

Even just now I went for a nap also doesn't get any help.
Shouldn't have touch it earlier.
I can't balme anyone else but myself.
=(

F*** ar..
So fed up!!
So no mood to post about my routine today.

F***!



F***!


F***!

Huhu~

Im so tired.
Just managed to take a break.
I was replying 11 Friendster comments.
Or even more.
I was approve/add 6 friends today.
First time getting so much friend a day.
All of them are friends that I knew.

This morning was 10mins late for Physic lesson.
After which,
Ms W gave the whole class a scolding.
When we get to know that Mr L did not come to our class from 10:30am-12pm,
Victoria, Su Mei, Mabel, Katherine & I went to old interchange & ate our breadfast at Mac Donald. We have fun laughing & talking.

We were 20mins late for chinese lesson but the teacher did not scold us.
*Laugh
After school,
went back with Aini.

Thats all for today..

Hello Peeps!

Yesterday 'O' level mother tongue was quite okay.
Managable but I'm sure I'll not get a B3.
First-timer will never get such good results.
*sigh

After the paper,
Aini, Suryanti, Nisa & I went to the hall to watch Talentine's Day.
Some of the singers vocal was unbelievable.
It was heavenly nice.

After which,
we went back home before the entire event ended.

I slept at 7:30.
Planned to wake up at 10:30pm or something.
In the end,
I woke up the next morning which is today at 6:30am.
It is like 11 hours of sleep.
Play Sims for a while before going to bath & get ready to go to school.
Met up with Aini & Soraya at the interchange.

Geography lesson was quite fun.
During art class, there is only like 4 people?
Managed to finish both sets of printing today.
The next print will be the 6th?

Luckily school starts late.
Otherwise, I'll be darn worn off.
Night everyone!

Tomorrow Is The Day!!

The reason why I didn't post any entry for yesterday was because
I was furious.
I was furious with my Mom.
She couldn't make it for the parents meeting last minute.
The reason being is because the custom was heavily jam.
Still, I did not take that as an excuse.
After which, I went back to Malaysia.

__________________

Tomorrow will be having my 'O' level Mother Tongue.
Gosh!
Im so nervous.
Im aiming for a B3 but I doubt I can achive it.
*Laugh

Came back to S'pore at 5plus.
Before that, my Mom did some things which I felt greatly touched.
After which,
I went to meet Aini, Ahmad & Sadik.
We slack until 8:30pm.
On our way,
we played a game.
CATCHING!!
*LAUGH

Then met up with Amin, Shekyn & Rafiq.
So nervous for tomorrow!!

What A Lame Day For Us..

Today is the last day of mother tongue practice.
*Awww
I missed it actually.
I may hate it at the starting but once we got use to it,
I liked it very much.


During Chinese lesson,
the usual routine,
laughter was commonly heard from Cai Yun, Shih Yin & I.
It was so fun laughing with them.


&
there's 2 thing I would like to stress on.
During the mock exam,
I got 2 times distinction for paper 1!
*Cheer
I was so delighted.
However, I was weak in paper 2.
Another thing is teacher emphasise my handwriting to the whole class.
She told them thst each time they wanted to write, remember my name because my name in chinese pronunciation means 'neat' but in different words.
*LOL


After knowing that the floorball training
is cancel because the hall was being occupied for tomorrow,
all of us were scolding away.
After which,
the game catching came to our mind.
So rules has it.
By showing a twist sign,
the catcher will be unable to catch you.
*LOL


& we begin the game with Nisa being the catcher.
Whenever Nisa get close to Aini & I,
we will be screaming away & ran away from her.
*LAUGH
We were laughing our ass out!
When 5n1 & 5n2 had be in the lap for survey,
Aini came to me & gave me a tap on my shoulder & said 'CATCH'.
I was stunned.
She was so sly!
Then,
I secretly went behind Nisa back & tap her.
Again, I said 'CATCH'
*LAUGH
When we walk out from the lap,
Aini was walking at the front.
I quickly asked Nisa to tap Aini's shoulder.
& she did.
*LAUGH

From 3 to 5pm,
I slack with Soraya.
We gossip so much about others.
*LAUGH

Holidays Coming!

Today Chinese lesson was fun I think.
I was laughing & laughing with Cai Yun & Shi Yin.
*Laugh
Even teacher asked why we kept laughing that much.
HAHA!

Congratulate Nisa on winning the title of Si Ling Idol.
Congratulation!
We were there cheering for her when she was singing.
Once she finished singing,
the whole lot of us stood up & applaud loudly for her.

Again,
we finish school at 3:30pm.
I'm so worn out.

My name is being called in the morning as well as in the afternoon.
& I received quite a number of friendster comments too.
Well, its me.
What do you expect.

People,
please ignore me.
I'm 'not myself' today.
Its not the usual me.
*Laugh

Tomorrow will be having floorball training on our own.

LOL!!

Arrr..
Felt much better now.
A moment ago,
I was laughing & laughing with
Aini.
*OMG
*Laugh


School was fine.
Quite fun actually having whole day of Chinese lesson.
We ended school at 3:30pm.


Things are working out well between
me & Firdaus.
We did talk quite a lot & planned about the June holidays outing.


&
when I was on my way to school in the morning,
I was messaging with Juwita.
Before she went to her class,
she send me this message:
'K lah nk kene line up. bye. luv u'


Well,
I did reply her back but I'm not going to announce it to the public.
Its so mushy.
HEHE.

I was late.Met up with Wan outside the schoolgate.While waiting to go inside,I took out my ez-link card.Wan was liked laughing away after he saw my face on it.

'_____'

Tomorrow will be the last day of having long hours of Chinese lesson!
HUHU~

Argh! I Hate Myself!

Everything started because of me.
I was too complacent..
I even complained on giving so much of maths homework..
I was totally wrong..
It was for the sake of us.

& my mid-year maths result proves it.
65, a B3.
I was quite disheartened.
It was quite a big gap from what I aim for.
I nearly burst into tears but I did not.
My mood immediately changed.

I told myself that I musn't gave up so easily.
I'll not be easily defeated.
I will study hard & achive my aim!
I mean what I said.

Back at home,
talk to Juwita's sister.
We almost talk to each other every minute.
This was one of the conversation..


Elfiqah:
abg kak nouru nk sound abg std

Elfiqah:
Nouru:TAK!!

Qi-Tot:
AHAHAHAHAHA!!!

Qi-Tot:
krg2..

Elfiqah:
Asl?

Qi-Tot:
HAHAHAHAHA

Qi-Tot:
tkde pape..

Elfiqah:
Nouru:Zhen Qi Aku Nk Sound Kau Std Bleyy?

Elfiqah:
kakak dh strt tuu

Qi-Tot:
WAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Qi-Tot:
betOl ke?

Elfiqah:
yup

Qi-Tot:
HAHAHAHAHA!!

Qi-Tot:
hmm..

Qi-Tot:
sOrry arh nOuru tapi i nOw not ready fOr a relatiOnship..

Qi-Tot:
sOrry2.

Qi-Tot:
until i finish my O level dulu..

I told her to wait for me after my O level ends..
&
because of my foul temper,
I also offened Firdaus.
He made jokes but I gave him sarcastic remarks.
He talk to me nicely but I..
He even ask about the June outing..
*SIGH
In the end, I send him a text message
telling him that I'm not in a very good mood today.
*ERGH!

I Love My Family!!

Tada!
Now its 12:30am.
I just came back from Malaysia.
It was heavily jam over there.
I should have return a few hours ago but..
This is how it goes..

My parents sent my brother & I to the custom at 4:30pm.
As soon as we're reaching the custom,
I found out that I forgot to bring my wallet!!
Shoot!
My father offered me a $50 note but I turn it down.
My Mom started nagging at the side.
So I told them to alight me at the taxi stand.
I took a taxi back whereas they went somewhere.

Both Juwita & her sister are very loveable.
*Smile
We talk in MSN as well as text each other.

My elder brother brought for me stuff too.
I really love my family.
They shower me with love & concern.

Night~

Question!

1. What's your name? Toh Zhen Qi

2. What does your friends call you? Ah Qi, Zhen Qi, Qi Tot, Zhen Zhen?( sounds weird lar)

3. What time is it now? 1:38am

4. If you could change your eye colour, what would it be? Light Sky Blue

5. How many pillows on your bed? 2.

6. Who was the last text message you sent to? Erm.. Juwita

7. What colour is your shirt right now? White

8. Who's the fourth person on your contact list? Aini

9. When was the last time you cried? Like 3 days ago?

10. What school are you in? Si Ling Secondary '____'

11. Do you have a crush? I suppose.

12. Who was the last person that made you laugh? *Thinking* Sorry I couldn't think of any. I totally forgotten!

13. How long is you hair? Hmm.. Fringe was until my lips. Thats the longest. LOL

14. What was the longest time you ever slept? 15 hours I think.

15. Have you seen your bestfriend cry? Yea. It makes you wana cry too.

16. What thing you can't stand? People who judge me!! Backstabbing, etc..

17. What you wana do now? Smoke! I haven been touching any cigarettes for today! Other than that, I wana start a relationship asap.

18. Would you sleep at a friend's house or have them over? Both! I would love to.

19. When was the last time you scolded someone? 27 April.

20. Would you like your friends to do this too? Maybe lor.

21. Then ask 5 of your friends to do this test. I'll consider about it.

Okay

My apologise for not posting yesterday.

I was to worn out after from a friends pit.
Whatsmore, I did not sleep at all.
It was quite fun afterall.

For today,
I woke up at 12pm.
It was tiring!

Hmm..
Nothing much to say.
Oh,
I was talking to Juwita's sister the whole afternoon.

At 10pm plus,
my parents together with my brothers & I
went to the beach there for supper.

Doesn't feel like updating so much.
Bye~

Wuhuuu..

Today in school was pretty awesome!
It is so enjoyable.
At 8am,
the upper sec were dismissed to their respective places.
So Rafiq, Shafeeq, Zanna, Sadik, Hafiz & myself
went to the hall.

We changed & get ready for our floorball inter-class game.
First,
we vs 4N3.
We won!
*Laugh
We have so much fun laughing & shouting.
Shouting?
Hmm..
Zanna said that she can hear me screaming
near the parade square.
So you should have an idea how loud I shout.
*Laugh
Next we vs 5N1.
A pity to say that we lost to them.
Its okay.

How I wish the game last all day.
It was really fun.

Right now,
I was being prank on MSN.
Thanks!

Hmmm..
Got to go for floorball game which we made ourselves now.
Bye~

I Can't Wait For Tomorrow Arrival!

Today woke up late again.
*sigh
How many times will it satisfied me?

It was quite boring having whole day of
mother tongue lesson.
Seriously speaking,
nobody likes it.

After school,
went out to 206.
Slack with Aini, Rafiq, Shafeeq, Irfan, Nisa, Shahrin, Sheril, Suranti & Hafiz.
After which,
I went back home.

Online-ing throughout the afternoon.
At 8pm plus,
went to Causeway Point to meet Erene for while.
Followed by Sabrina.
We went to eat MOS burger.

We went behind the MRT station
& met Luqman & Nazirul by coincidence.
Later on,
Amin & Shekyn came.
Slack less than 15 min,
I went back home.

Can't wait for tomorrow arrival!
Will update tomorrow!

Exams Are Over! *Snap

Phew~
I was able to finish my art on time.
3 hours drawing & colouring.
That is seriously not an easy task.
Luckily I organised the colour the day before.
Otherwise,
I'll have a hard time thinking about the right colour to use.



That is what I did..


It was pouring outside after the art paper.
So I slack in the canteen with Aini, Nisa & Suranti.
Bus were acted like ours.
We kept laughing so loudly.


After which,
I went back home.
I was so worn out that I decided to take a nap.
From 4pm-8:30pm.
*SIGH
Tomorrow have to be back in school.
From early in the morning to 2pm!


Shoot!

=(

I woke up late today!
Luckily,
I managed to reach school just in time for my paper.
Phew~
Only go to school for an hour paper.
That was absolutely pathetic.

Went back home straight after school.
After which,
my Mom called.
I told her that I woke up late &
she ask me why is it that I couldn't wake up on time.
Is it because I'm stress?
My answer to her was yes.
She suggest that I moved back to Malaysia
but I told her that I can bear with it.
She will be cooking some tonic soup for me to replenish my
energy upon my return this Friday.
She also asked me to take good care of myself.
I miss her a lot!
Have been 2 weeks I haven seen her.

Felt so tired &
decided to take a nap.
At around 5pm plus,
I met Ahmad at Causeway Point &
went to the BBQ pit together.
Do my art stuff for tomorrow.

Yes!
Tomorrow is the last day of exam!
Thursday suppose to be a 'marking day'
& thanks,
the 'O' level students have to be back in
school for mother tongue practices.
WTH MAN!
Firdaus also ask me to heed his advise on
smoking matters.

*SIGH*

FREAKING STRESS YAW!

Todays paper s*** big time!
Chemistry was quite easy at the starting.
Comes to the back,
that is where I met my doom.
Social Studies SBQ was quite manageable.
SEQ, I didn't put in effort to memorise everything.

After the papers,
principal gather us at AVA for a talk.
You should know how long she usually talks to end her talk.
An hour plus!
Then,
Ms Wu let us have a peep at our Physic paper.
33/65.
Pass by 1/2 pathetic marks.
I was so unsatisfied!
That is not I expected or wanted.
& this person still can flaunt about his history results.
So?!
What's the big deal?
Does it concern me??

After which,
went to civic with Aby & Zanna for a while
before heading back home.

I was so worn off that I fall asleep.
From 4:30pm to 7pm.
The moment I woke up,
I receive 4 messages.
1 is from Nurjuwita.
She asked about my papers.
So I went online & talk to her.

Went down Woodlands to study.
But I've no mood to study so
I just slack with the usual peeps.
So freaking stress!!

*SIGH~

Happy Mother's Day!

Woke up at 1pm plus,
look at my phone & I received a message.
It was from Nurjuwita.
The message says 'Suare kau swit'
Meaning your voice is sweet.
She was refering to yesterday night when I talk
to her on the phone at 2am plus.
I was quite shy actually to talk to her.
She also mention that she dare not listen to my voice.
When I called her,
her tone was so blur that I can hardly listen to what she say.
I asked her if she is tired & she said yes.
So I asked her to go to bed.

At friendster comment,
she also mention that my voice is sweet.
(Check it out yourself)

At 3pm,
I meet Amin at BPP (Bukit Panjang Plaza)
& went to Woodlands together.
I went to the BBQ pit first while he went back
home & changed.
Soraya & Rafiq came later on.
Amin & I was having fun disturbing Rafiq
because he is celebrating Mother's Day.
*Laugh
We imagined as they are cutting the cake,
they clap their hands & keep repeating 'Happy Mother's Day'
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
*LAUGH
I was totally laughing my ass out!
Even now.

I did make a call back to my Mom &
ask about their celebration.
My Mom does not agree to go out &
eat because it is expensive.
Instead,
she ask all my brother to share money
to buy for her jewellery.
*Laugh
I request that the whole family eat outside
upon my next trip back which is on this coming Friday.
*Hmmm
Does not have any idea what to buy for her..

Then Nazirul, Karim & Shekyn came.
*Sigh
Not in the mood to study.

Back at home,
was talking to Firdaus online & he kept
repeating what I said.
Thanks arh for being a parrot.

Tomorrow morning at 4:30am,
my Mom will be calling to wake me up.

Night everyone!

I Think I Should Go For It After My 'O' Level.

Woke up at 2pm plus today!
That was so late!
Stayed at home until 6pm plus.

Ater which,
went to Causeway Point to meet Ahmad & Sadik.
Not only the both of them.
Eeman, Shahrin & Sheril.
There was this part that was so hilarious!
When Sheril & I wanted to enter the lift with them,
there's a voice saying 'One of the passenger, please go out & board another lift.' (something resemblance that)
*Laugh
Immediately,
Sheril quickly pulled me out with her.
& the rest board it.

Went to Mac Donald & talk to Khalia & Elleen.
Then we went to the BBQ pit & study.
Soraya & Azar joined us too.
At 9:30pm,
I went off to meet Rina at Causeway Point & ate Mos Burger.
It was sumptuous meal.
We slack until 11:15pm.
Talk about lots of thing.

Back at home, Nurjuwita talk to me online.
She even gave me picture comments at friendster saying that I'm CUTE!
Hehe.
=D
Before she offine which her mum instructed her,
I ask for her number.
*Laugh
I ask her out for a movie during the june holidays
& she agreed.
^__^

Go to go~
Have to call her on the phone now..

Okay, right now feeling so tired
even though I slept for 4 hours in the afternoon.
Maths paper 2 was quite okay.
Certain question are quite difficult.

Back at home in the afternoon,
talking to a friend online.
She suddenly confess her feelings to me..
Some parts of the conversation:

Qi-Tot:
BRB..

Nurjuwita:
Ohk.(:

Nurjuwita:
i..

Nurjuwita:
Haha nothing

Nurjuwita:
Hie I Wanna tell u that

Nurjuwita:
i like u

Qi-Tot:
im back..

Qi-Tot:
huh??

Qi-Tot:
Ouhh..

I was too loss for words.
That explains my reaction.
To think about it,
Im not ready for a serious relationship yet.
Major exam is coming!

Now is 1:35am,
talking to Firdaus online.
*Laugh

Thats all.
Bye~

I'm exhausted..

Maths paper 1 was quite alright.
Except for a few question which I do not know how to do.
6 marks gone..

Geography was okay..
Darn!
The things that I've studied did not come out!!

Back at home,
I thought of sleeping for a while but I
changed my mind after which.

Went to Woodlands again to meet Amin.
Yana was there too!
Karim came!!
Haven seen him for quite a long time.
Rafiq & Soraya came later on.

You know what?
I didn't study at all!!
I was not in the mood even though
I kept pushing myself to memorise something.
Guess I was tired out.

So this time round,
I left the BBQ pit early.

Night people!

*Argh!

English paper 2 totally sucks big time!
Everybody is complaining that the passage is
very complicated.


& my right eye!
Is driving me nuts!
It is swollen & painful!

We also have our Maths remedial after the English paper.
So darn tired~
Back at home,
I actually fall asleep when I just lie down on my bed.
At 5pm,
woke up & wash up.
Went to meet Amin & study.
After which Soraya came &
Rafiq joined us later on.


Tomorrow my Mom will be calling me up
at 4:30am so that I can study for a while.


Thats all~
Night!

Yeppi!

Shoot!
I woke up late again.
But I still make my way to school.
Well exams are just tomorrow.
How can I possibly absent myself from school?

Today in school was okay.
Nothing much to talk about.
& I'm delighted that the next lino printing
I'll do is the 4th print!
Seems like I've been in a good pace.

Tomorrow after the papers,
there Maths remedial.
I'm so tired that after school,
I went back home straight.

So Worn Out!

Time given for both Mother Tongue
papers were quite limited.
On my point of view.
*Laugh
I think I didn't manage my time properly.
For my paper 2, I didn't finish the last 3 question!!
Which worth 12 marks!

Recess time was being tease by the 'muacks' thingy.
Thanks people!

After the entire paper,
my body felt so weak.
I felt so tired.

Went back home straight.
& at about 6pm,
went down to Woodlands again.
Meeting Amin & Soraya to 'study'.
My own terms of studying in just slacking.
*Laugh
I'm too tired to absorb anything.
Rafiq & Sykeen came too.

At 10:45pm,
I went back home.
Chat with Firdaus for quite a long time.
Planning to go out during June Holidays.
I'm so tired~

Night!

Exams Are Just Tomorrow!

Exams are just tomorrow!!
*My Goodness
So fast!
Guess I'm not prepared for it.
I'll not be startled if I didn't do well.

Everybody seems to be studying like a bull
but I still can spent so much time on my computer.
*sigh
Somebody help me please!!
Help me to get motivated!

At 6:45pm,
met Amin at the BBQ pit where we always study together.
Soraya came & after which followed by Rafiq.
We talk among us mostly instead of studying.
*Laugh

& I'm officially back at home at 11pm.
Call up my Mum & ask her to wake me up
starting from tomorrow onwards.
Because I'm afraid that I'll wake up late 1 of those days.

Wish me good luck for tomorrow's paper!
=)

*Sigh..

My apologise for not posting about yesterday.
Yesterday was fine.
Everything goes as usual.
Except I'm totally worn off.
Sleep at 3:30am to complete my work on Thursday night.

I wanted to sleep early but after hearing a horrendous news,
I stay awake.
Karim's sister passed away.
Nobody would ever think of such outcome.
Even though I don't know her,
I still sympathise Karim because I know
how he would feel.

Met up Amin at 8pm & study together.
Talk about the past as well as present.
Lots of memories..
At last,
Rafiq came for about 45mins.
At 11pm,
all of us went back.
Will be studying again tomorrow.

Good night everyone.



Rest In Peace..

Exams Are Coming!

This few days has been really tiring for me..
Even though I sleep long hours.
Plus nowadays with not only plenty of homework but NUMBERLESS.
I'm suffocating..

In the afternoon,
met up with Jamaliah, Soraya & Azar
at Causeway Point.
After wasting hours of time,
we finally settle down & study.
It was 6 o'clock I remeber.

Did quite a lot of things during those time.
Even though they are noisy,
I just concentrate on my own work
with my ear piece plugged into my ear.
Rafiq joined us later on.
At 10pm,
all of them went back except for Soraya, Azar & I.

Until 11pm,
we went back home.

*sigh
There are still quite a lot of homework
awaiting for me to be done...

FREAKING STRESS YAW!

This morning,
I woke up at 8:30am!!
I was so frustrated!
So I leave my house as fast as I could.

Luckily, I managed to reach school during art period.
& I'm the only one doing printing today.
I don't know but I feel like time has
pass so quickly..

After school,
we have maths remedial.
*sigh!
Everytime maths, maths, maths!
It's kinda getting on my nerves.
Throughout the whole remedial,
I just kept quiet in class.
& we were given 2 sets of maths worksheet!
Both paper 2!
They think that we are only taking maths during mid-year?
& they really think that the 1 day holiday is long enough?
NO!
We have other subjects to concentrate as well as other homework!
I was so stress out!

After the remedial,
I talked to my teacher about the amount of maths homework & having no time for other subjects. I told her that in future, I do not want so much maths homework.
After which,
we went to the hall because the Sec 5 are having a friendly floorball match against Sec 4. At least getting myself involved with floorball made those stress off my mind.
I kept laughing & laughing.
It was sooo hilarious, seriously.
After I scored a goal,
I even do a flip.
*Laugh
I was also the referee for several parts of the match.
At 6:30pm,
all of us left the school.
The match score was 12:13.
We lost but we will continue after Mid-Year exams.

Okay,
I'm so tired now.
Night!