OMG!!
I'm so tired..
I kept yawning in class.
& a few times, I fall asleep inside the bus!

Quite a number of people didn't turn up school today.
Anyway, there were 9 people in Maths class & it was extremely quiet.
& Thursday I'll be getting my chocolate from my Maths teacher!!
Plus today is the last day of fasting.
Which means food can be brought to class again!

Anyway, I was invited to Aini's house to Buka there as her Mom cooked my favourite chicken.
It has been a long time I never been to her house.
Luckily I reached her house just in time.
After a few more minutes to Buka.
Thinking that it might be not nice to go there empty-handed,
I decided to buy some fruits there.
*laugh* you know I know.
Felt so great eating with her family.
THANK YOU!

Aini's Mom even offered me some snacks for me to bring back home.
The snacks taste heavenly.
Approximately 9:40pm, I went back home.

Lastly, Zul send this comment on Friendster to me:

Drink.....
Drink.....
Drink.....

Drink What..????
Hmmm......

MOOO.....
hey Wats That??..

Ohh iTS a COW...

what are the farmers Doing???
ohh they waiting to get the cow's........................................ .................................................. .................................................. .................................................. .
M..I..L..K !!!

eSSEntial For Strong Bones!!! & Teeth!!!

mOst Important Is For Growth...........
So try Our milk today...wakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakka


He was beating around the bush, trying to say that I'm short.
Finally, wishing all Malays a Selamat Hari Raya!

Today was such a long hard day..
Having lessons after school, temperature of the room is so low & my eye is so painful!
Anyway, I'm glad that I can rest the whole day on Wednesday.
Also, I had fun during English lesson.
Spent most of the time laughing.
Hmmm..
I've found myself having good appetite recently.
I can still feel the hunger even after eating lots of food.

Seems like I've started to talk rubbish now.
I better turn in early..

Argh!
My nose is killing me..
Had a flu out of sudden.

Hmmm..
I ain't got anything to update today.
I'll be waking up tomorrow at 4am to study & complete my homework again.
It has become part of my my daily routine to wake up at 4am during school days.

All The Best To Those Taking Their 'N' Level Paper!!
Good Luck People!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MISS JACQUE LOO & LUQMAN!!

Today, I did not get to make my new passport.
I reached the ICA building 20 minutes late.
*sigh*
Guess I'll ask permission from my teacher to leave school early on Thursday to do it since the last period of art we are doing our self-revision.
Shoot!
All I can blame is myself for over-slept!

Since I did not get to make my new passport, I went to Orchard with Sabrina.
We thought of catching a movie & we did.
It was 'Painted Skin'.
A Chinese story about a fox spirit during ancient time & it involes martial arts.
An interesting movie worth watching.

After which, we went Lucky Plaza to play an hour pool.
The score was 3:1.
Yeah!
Later, we had our dinner at Mos Burger in Takashimaya.
We thought of smoking a stick before we went back.
In a form of coincidence, we bump into Luqman, Fareed, Amin, Sadik, Ahmad, Karim, Shekyn, Yana & Nazirul!
What a small world!
So hang out with them for an hour before heading back home.

Anyway, thanks Sabrina for accompanying me!

Our art teacher gave us 'hamper' to us each.
Inside, It contains chocolates, paper clips, sweets, lollipops.
Wow!
Thank you!
Anyway, today I had a different feeling in school.
Felt that I'm starting to miss school.
Whatsmore I had been in this school for 6 years.
There are lots of memories kept there.
Since my form teacher birthday is tomorrow, the whole class gathered at the staff room after school & sang her a birthday song.
HEHE.

After school, I went back to get change.
On my way back, I was talking to this friend of mine on the phone for approximately an hour!
We talked about problems & such.
Later, went back to school & met up with the rest.
Had fun hanging out in school.
Tomorrow I'll be making my new passport.
The 'hamper' given to us..
The items that the 'hamper' consist.
Taking pictures with our 'hamper'!
*laugh*

My Sec 4 & 5 printing!!
Our printing & us!!

A few moments ago,was talking to Zul again.
*laugh*
PRAWNS!

I didn't mean what I said.
*sigh*

I'm finally happy today.
After school, my Mom called but I didn't tell her the truth.
Only after Aini asked me to, then I pick up my courage & called her.
I told her my results at first followed by the thing which I wanted to tell her..
Actually, the problem I had these few days was I lost my passport on my way back to Singapore on Monday.
For the past few days, I was crying because I do not know how to tell her.
I was afraid that she might give me a good dressing down.
In fact, she did not..
She even told me that when I got back Malaysia, she is going to buy clothes for me.
I'll ask for a new converse shoe.

During school time, we were having so much time laughing.
It was so hilarious.
Especially this teacher.
*laugh*
After school, 3Megas were at Soraya's house.
& thanks to Aini's aunt for that Kebab!

A few minutes ago,
I was talking to Zul.
We talked for 3 hours?
The queston he asked is so random.
He is so weird.
I'm not an Ah Beng okay!
*laugh*

Anyway Sinah,
thanks a lot for your advise yesterday.
Thank you so much!
As a friend, you cared so much for me which I really appreciated it a lot.
Once again, thank you.

A 'Thank You' from me to those who gave me lots of advise these few days.

*sigh*
I still do not have the courage to tell my Mom about it.
Today, I miss school because I woke up late.
I wanted to go to school but it was raining.

Around 8 plus in the morning, I slept back to 3:15pm.
WOW!
I slept for 15 hours!!
This week was like riding an emotional roller coaster for me.
There are certain things which I'm super glad about & things which I'm super sad with.

I still don't understands why I started back on smoking.
The smell stinks.
As I was smoking, I kept advoiding the smell of it.
The feeling inside my throat wasn't really good at all.





You are not being useful.
I'm not going to bother you that much anymore.
Whatever it is, just leave me alone.

I'm happy the fact that I passed my Combine Humanities & Combine Science.
Many teachers were complimenting me which makes me want to do better.
My science teacher talked to me.

Her: 'So how was your result?'
Me: 'I improved compared to prelim 1.'
Her: 'Really? I thought last time you did better?'
Me: 'That was last year cher.. But overall, I did improve.'
Her: 'Hmm. That's good. I can see that you are working hard. I'm sure you can score well if you want to.'
Me: 'Yea, I will try my best.'

My Maths teacher wrote on the exam scripts.
'A lot of improvement from Prelim One. Well done!
Very good grasp of concept but do brush up on your arithmetic skills.'
For that, I'll be able to get chocolate from her!!
Yeppi!

I think waking up every morning at 4am & study really helps me a lot.
I can see myself improving.
If I pass my English result which I'm getting tomorrow, I've pass all subjects!
Scholarship, I'm coming again!!

*sigh*
I'm feeling really really sad now.
At times, there are things which are really hard to speak up.
That is a good news but I still can overcome the bad news.
I was crying over the phone while I was talking to Aini just now.
So maybe I'll settle things as fast as I could.
Anyway, thanks again this friend of mine!
You really gave me lots of advise.

*sigh*
Why is it that bad luck likes coming towards me?
Probably this is the worse day of my life..
I really really felt stress this time.
& I'm weeping now.
I don't how to tell my parents about it.
My Mom called me but I did not tell her.

I really felt stupid.
& maybe this was one of the reason why I started back on smoking.
Nobody understands my feeling now..
I guess I won't be fasting these few days.


Sometimes I just feel like going somewhere far far away..
A place that is peace & quiet without any problems..

A few moment ago, I was talking to my Mom & second brother about my house garden.
After a few years, my family decided to decorate the garden.
Last time, there use to have this big pond which the water level was around my chest.
It is like a water feature where there is a small waterfall & the sounds of clashing of water between the rocks could be heard even inside the house.
To think about it, I miss the fish pond.
There are also 2 bridge to it.
My brother & I use to climb to the top & sat at there.

Anyway, now it has been buried & become a place for parking my family cars.
This morning, I was taken aback when I saw my house being paint!
The balcony, the auto-gate, the walls outside my house all being paint!
I didn't notice when I got back home yesterday night.
I enjoyed staying in my own home.
Have the sudden urge to move back from Singapore.
*laugh*

My Mom also made a glass of orange juice for me.
Pure from oranges.
So heavenly.

Argh..
Wild thoughts keep coming across my mind.
Damn you!

Currently talking to Firdaus online.
Finally back at home again.
Hmm..
My home did changed a little.
Thought of smoking but since my dad's cigarette had finished & somebody was reluctant to let me smoke.
Fine!
I'll bear with it.

Anyway I met Azar & Soraya at 2:30pm outside Boots&Shoes.
Went to City Hall to meet Aini & Kiddo.
After which we proceed to Geylang.
Later on, Faiz Isk & Sheril came.
We planned to Buka at this resturant but as early as 4:30pm, there are already lots of people queuing up.
So our last resort was to Buka at Banquet.
After eating a plate of chicken rice & 2 cups of drink, I felt so bloated.

We went walking around the Bazar for quite some time before heading down to City Hall.
Yeppi!
I bought Starbucks again!!
So heavenly.
After hanging out at 4 sticks until approximately 9:40pm,
Aini, Sheril, Faiz Isk, Kiddo & I went back.

& thanks to my elder brother!!
He fetched me at the custom!
*eyes closing*
Pictures will be uploaded another day!

HELLO!
Sorry for not updating yesterday.
Anyway, yesterday Maths paper 2 sucked!
After which, the art students stayed back for art lesson, as usual.
Later on, Mabel & I went to ate our dinner at MOS Burger.
I ate so many stuff & it cost me a lot too!

Today had our art prelim exam.
So touch up our boards as well as to complete them.
WHEE~
My sense was correct.
I did improve from prelim 1 to prelim in Maths paper 1 but not paper 2!!
Overall, I got an A2!
Yeppi!

After school, hang out in school until 4pm.
& I was late in meeting Shiera, Sabb, Khalisa & Leelee.
During the time I arrived at Toa Payoh, it was already Buka time.
So Shiera came to the MRT station & fetch me.

After eating, Shiera had to go back.
So we went to Geylang after which.
We walked around & bought some stuff too.
The place was so huge!
Until my legs became wobby after walking for some time.
At 10:30pm, we made our way back home.

Last but certainly, I've stop smoking for 2 weeks!!
*applause*

*yawn*
I'm damn tired now.
I think I've adapted to sleeping early life.
Anyway, Maths paper 1 was challenging.
Hopefully I can do well this time.

After the papers at 12:45pm,
guess what?
We have art until 5:30pm.
Good grief!
It was a so stuffy in there.
Plus, my stomach kept grumbling non-stop.

Hmm.
This Friday will Buka with Shiera, Sabb & gang.
On Saturday, 3 Megas & others will Buka at Geylang!

Phew~
What a tiring day..

Get to know that our coursework for art has be done by this Friday.
The coursework will be submitted this coming Monday.
*sigh*
I don't wish to talk about the papers we had today.
All I can say is that I've give in what I got.

After the papers at 11:45am, we had Maths remedial from 12:30pm to approximately 2:30pm.
Thanks 3 Megas for waiting for me as well as the others!
We went to causeway point & I got myself a new earpiece.
Yeppi!

Oh!
It's 9 plus now.
Gonna sleep soon.

Night everyone!!

Argh.
I'm having headach again.
So miserable.

This morning was so unlucky!
I plan to wake up at 4am to study.
In the end, waking up at 6:15am.
I was running late.
When I walked to the LRT station, I wanted to top-up my ez-link card through the machine.
Guess what?
Both machines doesn't allow me to put my money in.
Instead, it ask me to insert POSB card.
WTF!
So I have to walk another long route before I could get a bus.

Hmm..
No comments about today's paper.

After the paper, Aini & I went to Soraya house from 3-5:30pm.
We laugh & laugh inside her room.
Watching online videos too.
After which, we went to Bazar to buy some food.
On our way, saw Luqman (I fast okay!!) & Amin under the void deck.
*laugh*

I also saw Firdaus & Jai at the interchange!
They ask me to join them to old woodlands interchange but I have to go back for my Buka.
Sorry.

I have to sleep soon!!
Must wake up at 4am tomorrow!!

Tada!
These are all the things my Mom bought for me!
Wonder how long will they last...
Hmm..

Anyway, the wedding of my cousin was held at Bukit Batok.
A place that has smimming pool as well as a resturant.
& there are the photos I took with my Mom!
At the table, there is this gift. It is a small book for notes. & I would like to quote this few sentences from that book.

'LOVE IS GIVING SOMEONE A PORTION OF YOUR HEART.
LOVE IS THINKING OF THEM WHEN YOU'RE CLOSE OR FAR APART...

LOVE IS CARING WHEN THEY'RE GLAD AND CARING WHEN THEY'RE BLUE.
LOVE IS SHARING GOOD AND BAD AS THOUGHT IT'S PART OF YOU...

LOVE IS FINDING HAPPINESS IN JUST A TOUCH OR SMILE.
LOVE IS EVERYTHING THAT COUNTS.
IT'S WHAT MAKES LIFE WORTHWHILE!'

I've just came back from the wedding.
Well, I went separate ways from my Mom there.
I went back with my uncle instead.
OMG!
Left with less than 5 hours to sleep!!

Shoot!

I'm crying again. I can't help but I really miss my Mom a lot!

She was really a SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER SUPER GREAT MOTHER!!

OMG..
I don't know why am I crying now..
*sob*
Is it because I'm happy the fact that I get to see my parents?
I really miss them a lot!
*sob. sob*
I'm crying even more bitterly now..
Arghh..
I can't stop crying.
A few moments ago, they were with me.
Now, they have went up to my cousin house for buffet.
After a while more, I'll join them.

I'm afraid that at night when I send my parents off,
seeing my Mom cry I will also break in tears too.

& I miss someone right now..
Someone who use to talk to me all the time without fail.
Now, not anymore..
I don't know why..
Anyway, just wanted to tell you 'I MISS YOU MY FRIEND!'.

Afternoon, met up with Soraya & Aini at the interchange because we are studying at Republic Poly!
We met Sadik, Amin & Ahmad there.
Yeah, Halimah's & Sinah's school.
We study from 4pm to 5:30pm.
After which, went to Bazar to get some food.

Anyway, tomorrow my parents is coming to Singapore in the morning!!
& my cousin is getting married tmomrrow!!
Yeppi!


A few minutes ago, something happened.
You want to see the picture of it?
It is very gross.
It is blood!!
Scroll down if you really want to see it.






















Last time, I use to have frequent nose bleed like this.
Sometimes even more than that until I have no choice but to let the blood backflow into my body.

Sigh.
A few moments ago, I was having nose bleed.
Last time, I use to have frequent nose bleed whenever I rub my nose.

Today, I'm not fasting.
Reason being there isn't school today & it will definitely be a hard day for me.

Anyway, yesterday I was quite lazy & tired to blog.
English paper 1 & 2 for prelim 2 started yesterday.
Should I say that it is manageable or hard.
Both has possibility.

After school,
we hang out outside school for quite some time before going in back to school.
At the canteen, I had a great time laughing.
Khai & Faiz Isk was being disturbed by Aini.
Khai got so worked up!
So hilarious!

After which at about 5pm,
Sheril, Aini & I went to Bazar to get some food.
& I had KFC for Buka!!

Enough of my crap(s).
I have get some notes into my head soon.
Monday will be Social Studies paper, Chem/Phy MCQ plus Practical.
OMG!

Oh my..
Prelim 2 is taking place tomorrow..
It will be English paper 1 & 2.
The chance for me to perform well in order to obtain scholarship!!
Again, I'll wake up at 4am tomorrow morning to memorise some useful phrase & some interesting stories.

This morning, we laso have our morning class again.
It was Chemistry lesson.
I managed to memorise 3 full questions too.
& today I had a great time laughing again.
*laugh*

Anyway, Mom & Dad together with my other brothers will be coming to Singapore on Sunday to attend my cousin's wedding.
I was taken aback when I saw many tags from Halimah, Sinah & Firdaus.
*laugh*

Today is the 6th day I have been fasting & the day I have not been smoking.
Cool huh?
=]

Phew~
I'm feeling so tired now.
I guess I'll follow yesterday routine by sleeping at 9pm & waking up at 4am to do my revision as well as to study.

Anyway, we had our English morning class today.
Memorising articles does not get any help, to me.
Whereas I think memorising model composition is much more better.
So starting next morning lesson onwards, I'll memorise model composition.

My mind is all blank now.
It is not functioning.
I need some sleep!!
& I've not been touching cigarettes for 5 days!!

Sigh.
Having headach now & it definitely sucks.
Wanted to study & do my homework as well but all thanks to the headach which spoils everything.
So I guess I'll sleep early tonight & wake up early in the morning to do some revision as well as some homework.

Anyway, we have fun laughing our butts off during lunch time.
Sometimes I thought to myself that 'are we fasting or not?'.
*laugh*
Another thing to add on is my prelim results.
So disappointed the fact that I nearly pass all subjects.
The range were above 45 marks.
Its okay, I'll make sure that I'll pass everything in prelim 2.

I didn't go to school today.

The reason being I was still having fever when I woke up in the morning.

So I slept until 12pm.

By the time, I'm already fine.

Talked to Halimah online too.

*laugh*

During evening, read up some model composition for this Friday prelim.

Managed to memorise some phrases & the sequence of the 'story' which I think it is useful.

Will spend the next few days to read up more.

Below are pictures taken on Saturday.

I like this!


This is cute..

A moment ago, was talking on the phone with Sheril & Aini. Aini, cheer up alright?=]

A Very Detailed Post....

What a day to start off with!
Guess what?
When I woke up for pre-dawn meal,
I was down with a severe headach plus a slight fever.
I took a total of 3 panadol but I could still feel some pain.

At 3pm, I waited for Faiz for approximately 10 plus minutes.
You're late!
So took the train & headed to City Hall.
Met up with Firdaus, Sya & her brother.
A while more, Halimah, Alif, Tja & Firdaus met with us.

At 5pm, we got ourselves ready & I was the first station.
It is something like 'Amazing Race' for the birthday boy.
In order to reach the final destination, he must get pass every station for clues.
The clues are picture that led to another station.

After waiting for quite a while, the birthday boy, Arif, & Alif came.
Although Alif had seen my face, Arif has not.
They were standing beside me for quite a while.
I was giggling to myself because Arif doesn't know who to approach.
Finally, he came to me & I gave him the toy flower in my hand as well as the clue.
He has to take pictures with every item he gain from the station.
There was even 1 where he has to wear high heels & walk!

After he passed my station, I quickly make my way to Merlion to meet Sya without their notice.
Sinah & her sister were there too.
So we helped out with the balloons.
By 7pm, all of them came.
Before we sang the birthday song, Arif was blindfolded & many of them were helping him to make up.
*laugh*

Anyway, thanks Sya for the browine cake.
It taste heavenly.
For some particular reasons, I've said that I'll leave after Buka.
& I did.
I didn't want to stay long because I'm having a slight fever & I don't have the mood.
Thanks Faiz for sending me.

Before I really went back, I... I... It's okay..
On my way back, I felt much more better with the lollipop I bought.
Tomorrow school will be reopening!

Phew~

After fasting for a few hours, I begin to felt very thirsty.
First, I went to Soraya's house at 12:30pm.
She helped me in my new blogskin.
Thank you!!
After which, Aini came & followed by Azar.
We proceed to Habour Front.
& we went to Vivio!
To tell you the truth, it is my first time there.
First, we went to a chocolate shop named Candy Empire.
I spend quite an amount on white chocolate.
We even fool around at a Japanese shop.
*laugh*



& I liked the sea very much!
I just like putting all my attention to the sea.
It is very relaxing.



Around 6pm, we met Kiddo & Rebecca at Marina Square.
We bought Long John meal for our buka.
While eating, we watched the Suntec Dance as well.
Since the rest are going to stay longer, Aini & I went back first.

An hour ago, I was crying while chatting with this person.
She didn't say any hurtful words to me but she cheer me up instead.
She said these sentence to me
'tk gune bersedih slalu. for all the sadness dat u'll get , der will be more happiness awaiting for u'
Thank you so much!

& many said that if your right eyelid kept twitching, something good will happen.
It had been twitching for 3 days.
Now what?
Nothing happened.
My Mom even called again & asked if my eyelid is still twitching.

The chocolate I bought.
All are white chocolate!!
More photos will be uploaded another time!


Tomorrow will be meeting Faiz at 3pm & go to City Hall.

Today, I spend my entire day with Sabrina.
We met 12pm at Boots&Shoes & proceed to Orchard.
We watched 4BIA at 5pm at Cineleisure.
Before that, we kill time by walking around & having our lunch at Mos Burger.
Suddenly I've this feeling of studying hard.
I WILL!
Since I'd been making empty promises to myself.

The movie we watched is horrifying, nasty & hilarious.
There are 4 parts to the movie.
Afterall, it is quite a nice movie I think.
After the movie which was at 7pm, we decided to walk around at Esplanade.
We went to the rooftop & the city of Singapore at night was gorgeous.
Approximately 9pm, we went back home.

Tomorrow 3 Megas are going out!
Yeppi!
After the pre-dawn meal tomorrow, I'll study!

Just called up my Mom & asked her why my eyelid kept twitching since yesterday.
She told me not to worry & take care of myself.
Okay, now what?
Something disastrous is coming towards me?
Bing it on!

Happy 17th Birthday To Both Shafeeq & Khalia!!

This morning I woke up at 11am despite the fact that I slept at 5:30am.
I got myself ready & went out of my house.
Met Firdaus & Jai at Cathay building.
So we watched STAR WARS: THE CLONE WARS at 1:30pm.
During the show, a technical problem occured.
The show stopped for quite a while.
So the manager came out & told us to hold on to our tickets as he will offer us a free movie as an apology.

After the show, immediately, we went to watch WALL-E.
Half way playing the movie, I nearly fall alseep.
I was damn beat.
Approximately 6pm, we took 190 & went back home.

I fast today!!
But not tomorrow.

Oh my..
I've told myself to stay happy but why am I tearing now?
Anybody willing to lend me their shoulders to cry on?

Hmmm..
I fall asleep just now while I was online.
From 7:30 till 10:30.
Out of sudden, I felt so tired.

Anyway, I failed to fast today.
During the last 1 hour & 20 minutes,
I can bear with my hunger anymore & ate.

Today Maths remedial was fun too!
We have good times laughing & talking away.
After which, Amin, Sadik & I went to old interchange there to study.
Luqman joined us later.(haha. Haven seen you for ages)
Then we went to Causeway point.
& I met Aini, Soraya & Nisa.

*Stop spamming at my blog please. If you really want to leave any comments, write down your name. What is the use when your parents gave you names & you didn't use them?*

It's now 3am.
I just came back from my stroll.
The 'morning' air was refreshing.
& the main reason for the srtoll was to finish my last cigarette as well as to have some peace in my mind.
Because I wasn't feeling really good.

*yawn*
I think I'll stay a little while more for my meal because I'm fasting.
Bye!

Phew~ What A Hard Day..

Today would be the second time I'm fasting throughout my entire life.
Last year I did it once.
Even though I fast, I did not wake up early in the morning to eat.
So I have to spent the whole day with an empty stomach.

After our Maths remedial, I went to Soraya's house.
There, Aini & Sheril were present.
So we talked & laughed at her room under the cold air-con.
Later on, we went to bought food.

Tomorrow will be having lessons in the morning!!
& maybe I'll fast again?
Insyallah.

Yeah!!

Soraya's sister bought for me chocolate!!

Thank you!

The chocolate my Dad bought for me yesterday!!

Night everyone!

*utterly disappointed*

What A Day Indeed!!

Today I was looking forward to eat so some dessert & I did!
During the afternoon, I also spend time doing my Maths paper 1.
1 more paper to be completed.
At night, my parents bought me to the custom.
My dad bought for me chocolate too!!
Yeppi!

There is something on my mind which made me feel like crying.
& it did cause my eyes to be a little tearily..

& just half an hour ago, 3 Megas were conferencing on the phone.
My!
We were talking about negative stuff.
*laugh*
Be patient, 1 more month to go.
You know I know.
=)

This were the preparation for my dessert!!

Sugar syrup.Yellow watermelon.
Milk.
Tada!!
Looks simple but quite tasty too!

I even took a picture of my dog.

*laugh*