*sigh*

Right now, I'm feeling tired again.
Just finished my situational writing & art.


During both Physic & Chemistry lesson, we were doing practical.
It was so fun!


After school, went for CO.
Was told today that the graduating classes have to perform during National Day.
*sigh*


Tomorrow after school have to stay back for Maths paper 1 test.
2 hours paper!!
*sigh*


'Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you'
*laugh*

Phew..

I'm so tired even though I sleep for long hours.

Lunch time was the most funniest time I ever had in this entire year.
For the past half an hour, I was laughing all the way with Aini & Nisa.
I think we were the only noise pollution at the canteen.
We were laughing so loudly.
It was because we were looking through Cai Yun's childhood photo.
Some of the photo were so funny!!
Some were nerdy, one were tomboyish etc.

It was totally laughing my butt out!
After school,
we were being shown an experiment.
A volume of milk being sealed in a plastic bag & place in a big plastic bag filled with ice & salt.
After shaking the plastic bag for quite some time, some milk turn into ice!
Awesome!!

Waking up tomorrow at 5am to study since I didn't study when I got back home just now.

Clueless..

I never attend school today.
I thought of waking up 5 in the morning to complete my 3 graph question which is due by today.
But my laziness messed up everything.
A thought for sleeping a few more minute is wrong afterall.
I ended up waking up at 6:30am which I should be out from my house then.
Feeling a little tired & I'll be late for school, I decided to absent myself.

Mabel even message me & asked me why didn't I come to school.
Thanks Mabel!

From 4pm, I started on my homework & study Chemistry after which.
I study until 8pm but in between there is approximately half an hour break I think.
Around 6:30pm, my Mom called & asked me what am I doing.
She added on asking what time did I reached home.
Without much consideration, I said 5 plus.
The reason why I didn't want to let her know that I absent from school
is because I don't want her to be disappointed.
After the call, my a drop of tears rolled down from my eyes.
I really felt guilty.
Sorry Mom, I didn't mean it.
I will not see her for 3 weeks counting this weekend.
She even said that she will pass some snacks & milk through my uncle to me if he happen to go Malaysia.

Mom, you are the greatest!

I also came up with a daily timetable for myself.
Starting on next Monday.
It's time to get things seriously.
I must follow into my brother's path,
getting distinction for Maths, Science & Humanties!

No Idea.

Nothing much about today.
Only study with Mabel from 4:30pm till 9:00pm.
After which, we ate our dinner at the food court.

We talked lots of stuff among ourself.
She's a very nice person.
She even told me that if I happened to be at Woodlands at night,
I can call her out for dinner since both of us mostly eat outside.

Currently talking to Firdaus in MSN.
Speaking about him,
he was so disturbing yesterday!
Keep tapping on my shoulder several times when I walked beside him.
Getting on my nerves!
*laugh*

Tomorrow assembly!!
*sigh*

Sorry~

Today before I went out, I had a little of mood swing.

At 3pm, I supposed to meet Firdaus & Jai inside the bus.
But I ended up late & they have to got down from the bus in order to wait for me.
Sorry, I'm forever late.
*laugh*
Faiz couldn't join us because he needed to go Malaysia.

After which, we took 190 straight to Orchard.
We went to Shaw house to check the movie slot.
So we decided to catch the one at 4:45pm which was 'Hellboy'.
At that point of time, it was only 3:50pm.
To kill time, we walked around.

The movie was awesome!
The characters were so interesting.

After the movie, we went to Marina Square.
& we ate KFC too.
After walking around, we decided to head back home.
So we took 190 together.

I'm worn off!

FUN!!

My Mom called me up & talk for quite a while on the phone.
She ask me to study hard for the upcoming exams & take care of myself.

Floorball was fun!
The Sec 5 match up against Sec 4.
Well, we are the winner.
*laugh*
After the game, Shafeeq, Sadik, Rafiq, Hafiz & I used our class t-shirt!

Actually before we left the hall,
Shafeeq did something nasty.
He urine at the front of the stage!
*oh my god*

After which,
Man, Faiz Isk, Aliff, Khai, Hisyam, Zul, Dzul, Faiz & together with us hang out outside the school until 7pm plus.

Phew~
A tiring day for me.

*Sob*

*sob*
I don't know why but I'm crying right now.
Serioulsy speaking, I miss my Mom a lot.
This weekend will the the 2 time I haven been back to pay them a visit.
I'm already grown up yet I can still cry.
Shame on me.

I also gave Firdaus my word on quiting smoking after my last stick cigarette.
Which I think will start on Saturday when we go out.

School was fun too.
I kept laughing.

Till here.

Buck Up!

I seriously need to buck up on my studies.
For the past 2 days, I went back home & did nothing.

Prelims are coming.
It is the only time I can score well & get scholarship!
Opportunity only knocks once.
So I must really grabbed this chance.

Must start sleeping early so that I have energy for school!
& yes, today during Chemistry lesson I was listening to this particular song & it reminisce me about my dog which pass away a month ago.
After which, a drop of tears came out from my eyes.

During CO, I kept laughing.
Wasted 1 hour there pointlessly.

We've gotten our class t-shirt!!
Finally!
It looks awesome!

I miss my Mom!!


HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANNIE!
The Longest Friendship I Ever Had.
13 Years!

I'm freaking exhausted..

Phew~
I'm so tired..
My stupid handphone battery dead so fast.
*sigh*

Had our Maths paper 1 test after school.
But it was quite managable.
Can do manjority of the questions.

Anyway after school was so funny.
It all happened at the bus stop.
Aini found this key on the floor & we decided to prank on people.
First we planned to threw it in the queue at the interchange but upon reaching the interchange,
while many people are getting up from their seats to alight the bus, Aini took the key from me & throw it just a few steps away from us.
At that point of time, I couldn't control my laughter so I hide behind Aini's bag & laugh my butt out. The people around the key kept looking at it as if it was really them who dropped it.
*LAUGH*

Racial Harmony Day.

This year Racial Harmony Day was uncomparable from last year.

So many people didn't wear this year.

What the F?!

Inferior people!

Whatsmore, many of our friends either went to ITE or graduated from the school.

*sigh*

The atmosphere is also totally different from last year.

This year seems to be so bored!!

*seriously*

At least we get to take many photos together.

There Isn't A Need To Be Shy..

Spending most of my afternoon on my weekend assignment
but yet to finished it.
Left with english composition.

At 4pm plus, I went to meet my brother to take the Malay costume for tomorrow Racial Harmony Day!
So excited.

Anyway Happy Belated Birthday To Celine!
&
Happy Birthday To Saryfa & Shu Hui!

FUN!!

Today was totally a tiring day for me yet it was fun.
I really enjoyed myself.

At 8am, I met Firdaus at Chua Chu Kang MRT station.
After which, we went to MacDonald for a bite.
At about 10am, we proceed to Bukit Gombak, Hong Kah Community Centre.
Faiz fetch us at the MRT & led us there.

It was still long before the whole thing started.
The first group performance was totally hilarious!
I wanted to laugh but I didn't.
Afterall, it is rude to laugh at people while they are performing.

At 2pm, I went to fetch Aini, Shila. Farhan & Hyqal at the MRT station.
Shila & Aini left after the whole band performance ended.

After the result, Zul, Aliff, Hisyam, Faiz, Firdaus & I walked to the MRT station.
Zul & Hisyam went off by taking the opposite MRT we're taking.
So we went to Faiz house to drop his guitar.
Then, we took 960 to Bugis beacase Aliff wants to return the gadget.
& we ate at the Singapore Zam Zam.

After which, we walk to the Esplanade.
On the way, we met Mira(bam), Aisha, Mira(sec 3), Zanariah & Azar.
Eventually, we sat down & talk for a while.
At 9:45pm, they left.
So we continued sitting there.
Not long ago after they left, I saw Zanna & Aby.
Talked to Zanna for quite some time before I went off with them.

We plan to go to Esplanade but since it was quite late,
we decided to head back home.
Faiz & Aliff took the MRT whereas Firdaus & I took 190.
As both of us were waiting for the bus, we felt so dead.
The bus that we board also took the wrong route.
*laugh*

Next Saturday will be watching movie & the following Saturday will be playing badminton.
Although there are lots of plan on going out, I'll not neglect my studies.
I know priorities & I set them right.

Having Great Fun!!

Today during Social Studies lesson, Shafeeq was laughing away after he saw what Aini & I have done.
*laugh*

Went back to school at 4:30pm for floorball.
Had a great time with Nisa talking bad about other people as well as laughing.

We played match with the sec 3 & 4.
Playing with the sec 4 was the most funniest part.
We kept laughing throughout the game.
After scoring from afar, I did a flip & all of them laugh.

At 6:30pm, we left the school & went to the old interchange food court.

I'm so tired.
-_-
Will be meeting Firdaus 8:30am at CCK.
So early!

I Dead Beat!

I'm extremely tired now even though I sleep for 7 hours yesterday night.
Just finished doing my 5 boards for coursework.
Spending 2 hour plus excluding in school.
Phew~

During lunch, I had great time laughing so loudly in the canteen.
*laugh*
I was laughing my butts off!

Pardon me for my short post.
I'm too tired to think of what happen today.

Tomorrow there is floorball!
Plus, tomorrow getting class tee!!
Wee~

FUN!!

I guess right now, everybody suppose to be asleep? 4:40am.

I wanted to wake up at 12am yet I overslept.

Maybe I'm really tired.

During Chemistry lesson, we were doing experiment again!

So fun & interesting!

During Physic, we did pratical too!

Too bad I didn't manage to take any photo.

*laugh*

The whole laboratory was dark because we were doing practical go to do with 'light'.

Recess time, we laugh at certain things again.

*laugh*

After school stayed back for Maths Paper 1 test.

I was totally worn off.

I can't wait to get back home & lay dead on my bed at that time.

Going to do my homework & study for a while.

After which, go to school!

-_-

No Idea.

Today walk with Wirdah in the morning.
Had laugh & talk with her.

As usual, lunch & recess is the time when we share our laughter.
We laughed at so many stuff.

After the listening compre, I had Mabel accompanying me to smoke outside school as well as to Causeway Point.
I went to bought the pimple cream I'd used previously!
Effective yet costly.
$39 for just a small bottle.
Met up with Sheril & Irfan too.

Should I go on Saturday?
A sudden feeling of not going but to go back Malaysia.
*having second thoughts*

Till here then..
*fake smile*

Aisha!! Aisha!! Aisha!!
*laugh*
That's all for ya.

wee~

This morning, I was late for school.
Luckily I've Mabel's accompany.
*smile*

During lunch, I was laughing crazily over some matters.
*laugh*
Yeah! I've got back my Maths TYS!
Wee~

After school, went back with Rafiq, Dzul & Wak.

Back at home, I spent 1 hour plus meaningfully on my homework.
That's the way!
Feels great when I finish all my homework early.

Hmm..
Still making decision..

Let's Blog!

Yesterday at noon time, I reached my own home.
Spend 1 hour plus on my Maths paper 2.
But haven yet to finish.
The feeling at home was great even though the last time I'm back there was Monday.


At night, I went shopping with my parents whereas all 3 of my brothers went for a party.
My Dad bought for me a shirt which I demand.
After which, my Mom bought for me 20 sticks of satay.
*Yummy*


Later on, I felt very emotional again.
I don't know why.
_______________________


Today I woke up at 12pm plus.
I was totally exhausted.
My third brother taught me many things.
He taught me how to study & such.
Well, he's a good role model for me in which my Mom asked me to follow just because his L1R5 is 17 & L1R4 is 13.
But on a second thought, my Mom is right.

During the afternoon, my third brother went back to camp.
At night, I ate with my parents since both my elder brothers are out.
My Mom lay a table outside my house & we ate steamboat!
Steamboat is something like a hot pot in which many chinese ate during Chinese New Year.
Not only my family ate steamboat during events, family gathering as well.
It is like a metal pot & in the middle, there is a fire for you to put charcoal in it so that the ingredients as well as the soup will be cooked.
Ingredients can be a lot of food.
Seafood, vegetables, fishball, meat, fish etc.

Now you know more about steamboat aren't you?
*laugh*

I really love my parents because they are always good to me.
Or the reason being I'm the youngest child?

Hmm..
I tired now.
Left with 2 more Maths question to be done.
Outing on Saturday!

Huhu~

Yeppi!
I'm done with my printing!!
Both turned out to be so splendid!
I love it!

After school, I went back home to bath, change as well as to take my floorball stick.
On my way to interchange, I took 963.
I was sitting at the front & suddenly I received a messgae from Gucci.
She was actually sitting at the far end.
So we talk for a while after we got down the bus.
Back in school, I slack with the usual peeps at the porch.
Aini, Nisa, Suranti, Rafiq & Shafeeq.
I was laughing my butts off there.

During floorball, there isn't any coach.
So we played our own game.
At the hall, something happened.(which Im so not going to write here)
It was so hilarious that I laughed so crazily.
At the same time, it was quite disgusting.

After which, Aini & I went to Starbucks.
Whats more do you expect from me?
White Chocolate Mocha!!
This time round, without coffee.
It was heavenly.

At 8pm, I met Sabrina.
We went to have our dinner at Mos Burger.
Guess who we saw over there?
Miss W*!! Our Physic teacher.
She was with her friends.

It Time To Get Settle Down.

Today I reached home earlier than the normal time.
Did some cleaning up in my own room.
Use laptop for a while.
After which, I slept from 6:30pm to 10:00pm.
Woke up & saw miss call from my Dad.
Call him back to ask him why.
Did my maths homework later on.
I also spent the entire lunch time with my form teacher for maths question which I have doubt in.
I planned to come out with a daily schedule so that I can organise my time.
Maybe starting next month, I should be able to come out with 1.
My mood is finally back to normal!
Wee~
There will also be floorball training tomorrow!
Looking forward!

Going out with Firdaus & friends on the 20th July & maybe next 2 weeks as well.

Exhausted..

I'm feeling so sleepy right now.
This morning on my way to school,
my mood was terribly down.
I guess my facial expression tells it all.

But my mood was being cheered up during parts of the lesson.
I think that it is time I leave those problems behind & move on with my life.
This will keeps me cheerful just like the past.
*smile*

After school went to CO.
Did nothing there & left at 4:15pm.
After which, I waited for Aini whereas Miss Tan & friends waited for their own friends too.
We talked & laughed a lot as well!

I actually mistaken this 2 words.
'bohong' & 'go home'.
Does it sounds indistinguishable?
So I thought it was 'bohong'.
Firdaus talk to me & asked me about the 'bohong' thing.
He decided to help me with it but I decline.
But he still asked his cousin without me knowing about it.
Later on, he told me that his cousin said 'go home' but not 'bohong'.
'Fir, you're still the best compared to your cousin.'
*laugh*

This few sentence is meaningful, to me. (below)

And I would answer all you're wishes, if you asked me to.
But if you deny me one of your kisses, don't know what I'd do.
So hold me close and say three words, like you used to do.
Dancing on the kitchen tiles,
Yes you make my life worthwhile
,So I told you with a smile...
It's all about you.

I'm freaking exhausted..

I seems restless in school.
I think it is all because I'm lack of sleep yesterday night.
How I wish I just lay on my bed & never ever wake up again.
*sob*
What is wrong with me?
Keep having these stupid thoughts.
*sigh*
Where is the usual me?
I'm getting more & more emotional right now..

Just tell me what have I done to made me deserve this??








Sorry Khalia..
My MSN personal message is not about you.
*serious*
Anyway, thanks for everything.

*Sigh*

This few days mood have been down.
So smoking is the best way to forget thoese unhappy moment.(for me)
Sorry friends out there for disappointing you.
I promise it would just be a packet.
Despite the fact that I'm sick, I still can afford to smoke.

Since I couldn't listen to my music on my way home,
my mind was in whirl of thoughts.
So many things just came to my mind making me more stressful.
I think I'm just too silly to entertain those thoughts.

I've changed a lot this year from what I've noticed..
Becoming more lazier & even my 'happy go lucky' habit is gone.
Becoming more pettier.
More problems to fret this time round.

My parent treated me so well yet this is what I did to repay them.
I mean they care for me so much & my Mom even called me daily without fail asking where, how am I. She always asked me to study hard yet I didn't. I failed my duty as her child. *sob*
*sigh* *sigh* *sigh*

Fir, thanks again!!

Emotional Roller Coaster.

Here at home, it has been a emotional roller coaster.
I'm excited for home, spending time with my family
but quite frankly, sometimes my mind is elsewhere.

*sigh*
I felt completely helpless.
It have been a hard day for me.

But thanks to Lisha for showing her concern & Firdaus for cheering me up.
I felt much more better now.

Today was my grandfather's 80++ birthday.
My Dad bought all the stuff for few hundred bucks.
All relatives from Singapore came including my cousin & nephew.
My grandfather's house & my house are just a walking distance apart.
So after I ate, I walk back home.
Today I smoked, 2 stick.

I shouldn't start damaging my body again!
My number of quiting days will start from zero again.

Nice.

I'm so tired. I'm so tired.
Even though I sleep from 4:30pm to 8:30pm.
Right now, I'm back in Malaysia.

Speech Day was great today!
Except the fact that I was fidgety on the stage while giving out the prizes.
Overall, it was fun.

I was also delighted to see all my old friends from Si Ling previously.
I miss you guys so much.
*sigh*
Some couldn't turn up in the very last minute.
Shoot!
Didn't get to take photos with them!
It's ok, more events coming up.

Night everyone!!

I'm Looking Forward To Meet You Guys!

Tomorrow will be the biggest event of the year for our school!
Many of my friends will be back!!
Wee~
Will be taking lots of picture!
Tomorrow will also be reporting to school at 7am.
Need to wear tie & coat.
That will definetly cause me to perspire.

Anyway, I'm excited now!
I really can't wait!

My Throat Is Killing Me!

I've just woke up from my sleep 7:30pm to 2:30pm.
You have now idea how tired & restless I am.

Did not have the chance to do my last printing today!
Dammit!
Maybe I'll do it tomorrow.
Tomorrow morning, there will also be prize winning rehearsal.

Since I'm having sore throat now,
it makes me difficult to sleep.
In the middle of the night, you could feel the pain of it.

I'm graded 29/40 for my oral.
Quite a good grade but I'm aiming higher.

'Your result are just being announce among the boys & you scored the highest. That doesn't mean you win the girls. There are still few girls higher than you, you loser!'

I'm so exhausted..

*sigh*
I'm feeling so tired right now.
Apart from that, I had a sore throat today!
So painful.

School was quite boring today.
The long hour lessons, is tiring me out!

After a while of rehearsal,
I went to Starbucks with Aini, Hyqal & their aunt.
Finally get to drink my favourite White Chocolate Mocha.
It's heavenly.
Have lots of laughter too.

Firdaus asked if I play badminton & we are playing someday together with the rest of them!

Stupid!

Today 'O' level mother tongue oral sucked big time!
The question just pop out & I can hardly think of a suitable answer.
However, I still gave some answer.
All of these while spending months preparing for the oral topics went down the drain.

The bloody question is 'Why do newly graduates prefer to go into Poly rather than to JC?'.
WTF man!!
Just was about to hope to get a 'merit' for my oral but now it seems like a 'pass' now.
*sigh*
So fed up on my way back home.
I kept scolding vulgarities & even gave the door of the lift a punch.

I'm in a very good mood recently.
My mood may change easily.
Seriously felt so disheartened upon hearing & answering the question.

Felt like smoking back so so much!!